20 Dec Waiting for Christmas
God is impossibly slow.
Ask anyone who’s ever received a promise from God and they’ll tell you… He is rubber-band-stretching, nails-scraping-on-the-chalkboard, agonising slow.
Think of Abraham, who journeyed twenty years through plaguing doubt and fear waiting for his natural-born son. Or Joseph, who rode a roller-coaster journey of contradictions for over fifteen years before his promotion into leadership. And of course, the Jews who waited through centuries of false starts for their Messiah to arrive. Christmas – the time when promises were fulfilled – took a lot longer than expected. Then when it did finally come, it looked a lot different than imagined.
There’s a pattern here.
I still remember the first time I received a significant promise from God. He spoke of things he had planned for me. Blessings he had carefully chosen and prepared. Gifts that would fill my heart with joy.
So I waited, and I waited. Eyes peeled, wondering, expecting… like the child counting down the days to see what lay beneath the tree.
Today? Tomorrow? Next week?
It’s now twenty years later and we’re still not fully there yet. “Christmas” has taken a lot longer than I expected.
There’s empathy now with the grey-haired Simeon and the prophetess Anna, who lingered day after day in the temple, longing to see the Christ manifest (Luke 2:25-38). There’s understanding of the old-time prophets who “searched intently and with the greatest care, trying to find out the time and circumstances” for the prophecies to be fulfilled (1 Peter 1:10,11). There’s appreciation for Mary who “treasured the things God had spoken in her heart” and wondered how they would unfold (Luke 2:19).
The truth I understand now that I didn’t understand then, was that in waiting for Christmas, God is doing much more than wrapping his presents with a silver bow. Between the promise and the fulfilment, he is hard at work in preparation. Preparing us, preparing others; preparing the circumstances… There’s a lot more involved than we can possibly see before the right moment comes.
Yes it took a long time for Christmas to come… But it did come and when it did, God’s gift brought greater joy than anyone could have dreamed. For anyone waiting for Christmas, it is will always be worth it.